Sabi mo eh.

[mood| frustrated]



I've been feeling a little down since last night. I wouldn't say it's stress; we haven't been given much work yet. I guess I feel that I'm tired of people who think that the prospect of me being a productive & responsible student is a joke. Okay, maybe I used to think that too, but I really do want to get rid of that slacker image I've always had. I'm trying to be responsible, but then you have people laughing at you from the sidelines & they're pretty hard to ignore.

Is it so hard to believe that I actually want to attend my classes? Or that I want to be more participative? I'm not aspiring for the Dean's List or anything; I just want to be, well, functional. What's wrong with that?

Ah, kasi hindi bagay sa kin? Ano yun, slacker na lang ako forever because being responsible is not part of my image? God.

Okay, nice. I really feel like I'm one big cosmic joke now.